zero object permanence
Aug. 16th, 2022 08:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
weirderwestone day i'll remember this site exists and i can Use It for Actual Things!
mild updates: moved again, work is. a lot. i'm trying to navigate how to spend more time doing my own things/etc. without sacrificing my work performance, especially since i know that there's real possibilities for advancement with the people i have around me (and above me) right now. that said, i have learned (against my will) way more about workplace politicking in the past year than i think i cared to, and am more comfortable with it than i'd like, as well. on the other other hand (karma arm), i don't think anyone's really ever Made It just by jumping through the standard hoops and saying Pretty Please, so. i do remain vigilant for opportunities.
enough of sounding like a filthy fucking capitalist wage slave: creative news instead
mild updates: moved again, work is. a lot. i'm trying to navigate how to spend more time doing my own things/etc. without sacrificing my work performance, especially since i know that there's real possibilities for advancement with the people i have around me (and above me) right now. that said, i have learned (against my will) way more about workplace politicking in the past year than i think i cared to, and am more comfortable with it than i'd like, as well. on the other other hand (karma arm), i don't think anyone's really ever Made It just by jumping through the standard hoops and saying Pretty Please, so. i do remain vigilant for opportunities.
enough of sounding like a filthy fucking capitalist wage slave: creative news instead
- freelancing is picking up, bizarrely. multiple contacts over the course of a week, and now i'm drafting documents i meant to draft eons ago and re-thinking my approach to building a website. i wanted to Do It Myself because i'm annoying like that, but honestly i might as well just get a fucking squarespace and call it good enough. main problem with that is that i'm Annoying Like That, and i think all their templates etc. are hideous and not at all what i want for my creative presence. so i go full ouroboros style and get caught in my own lack of time vs. particularity about what i want and get nowhere in the end.
- still want to start a youtube channel! still don't think it's a good idea!
- working on setting up a series of options for a oneshot in fool's gold (lowfi scifi setting) for the prospective players to choose from, and i'd like to schedule it for... my birthday? which seems ambitious, and is, but i think it could be fun, and silt will be in town :^)! i just need to dig up the discipline to actually excavate the words from my brain and put them into a cohesive, helpful document. there is also a non-insignificant amount of Standard Creative Fear involved, but 😬
