weirderwest | (no subject)

oh dear of course my focus has shifted back to mystery game with roz. i still think it would be a doable project - most of it would be text and polished UI based - but i also know my perfectionism would drive me into the fucking ground. perhaps worse is the fact that i have zero ZERO musical skills to put forward into making music for it and that's just heinous to me. i can hack everything else in the project together except for music!!! curse these untalented and memorization-adverse hands.

also i've more fully accepted that lucy is going to be my third main tripod leg in fool's gold. i was weirdly resistant to it for reasons i don't entirely remember but like... she's it. she's the choice. i have a lot to tweak and backfill and make up ofc but like, that's fine, that's better than i have been doing historically with that empty spot on the team. also they all (wyn, moya, lucy) have 'y's in their name, which isn't on purpose but i do think it's funny.

this weekend was my first entirely off (as in i worked neither day) in months and i feel... less exhausted. but also i am so expectant and worried about the upcoming moving cycle that i am also like. well we can't make anything until after we move!! which is always a dumb impulse but i do also want to start packing bc i KNOW it will take me forever. but i need more space, and better parking, and somewhere to creatively work that isn't 10 feet from my bed. so here's hoping i find that.